Tuesday, May 6, 2008: struggling
when life throws me a million and one things to put on my to do list, i tuck myself in bed and sleep wishing everything will just disappear, or i watch disney channel and live in my oblivion. this is not good. i have my BE midsem on friday, and i'm not even halfway through studying for it ):
somehow this week i have been relying on God's wonderful grace, something that i totally dont deserve, perhaps because of the minimal efforts that i have been putting into anything and everything. perhaps a not-so-nice way of putting it is that i have been half-hearted and lukewarm in the things that i do. yet God's grace never fails to amaze with the things that He has blessed me with or even the motivation to just keep going..
today we had bible study leaders' meeting on Daniel 3, and i was reflecting earlier in the day on Daniel 1 and 2 about how God is so determined to display His glory to His people, or maybe a better way to put it is that God wants so much for us to know His power and sovereignty in every situation, in every aspect of our lives, in every trial we face.
maybe my pessimistic and idealistic perspective needs abit of faith that by God's strength i complete more than i can imagine and i can keep moving on like a choo choo train (: slow, but steady, constant and never faltering, never doubting.
a shout of praise.
9:30 PM
